The Deafening Whisper

The sirens, the honks, the engines are roaring.

Silence is what my inner being is imploring.

I need everything around me to just stop and be still.

I need to hear from You, God, You know what I think and feel.

I am hurting inside; I don't know what to do.

People to say to pray and ask saying, "God will guide you".

So here I am, asking and begging for You to please,

silence the world just for a moment while I'm on my knees.

The reigns of my life belong to You.

Hearing You is essential, so I know what to do.

Even if You simply whisper, let that whisper rumble.

I need to know it is You so all the lies will have to crumble.

God, please tell me what to do or where to go.

I cannot decide this on my own.

I know You have a purpose for me.

I want to live it our and be set free.

The noises around me are escalating,

surely Your whispers won't be this deafening??

Why am I struggling to hear You so much?

What is causing me to not feel or hear Your touch?